058: Hari Ke-4 dan citernya begini...

he 4th day in my new team…today a bit bosan. Selalunya I have my Cik Amin. He in the other opis. Last w/e I am with him...working la..ishhh jgn dok konaaaaa. He is a bit moody…entah…Tanya tak nak jawab pulak…SO???...my policy is simple, kalau dah tanya dgn baik ati dan sopan…n u don’t want to tell me…it is ok with me…because I am not ur wife or siblings..or parents…I treat people as adult…dah besar kan ???...so if u don’t want to tell it is always ur right to do so…I am ok with it…sebab apa pun for me..it is up to u to be sincere with me or not…no matter as a fren or partner…and me myself…I always put trust on u……nak buat jahat ker apa…u tell me…jangan sampai I know from others…then no maaf ok…ahakssssss…owhhh…btw tetiba dia mai sini time break…tapi muka ketat jer…hmmmm..period arr tu…(Anak Tok Mad senyum lam hati…takut arr nak kacau…so far he seems ok time I cakap with him). Muka cam tak tido baper ari dah…alahaiii serabai!!! Ish!!!

Tak yah nak memaksa segala. Dah besar2 ni..pandai-pandai la bawak diri…sebab me myself pun tak suka org yang suka menyuruh or memaksa…sakit paler…make life complicated…which at last creates uneasiness between u n others… kan ker jadi life tak best…bukan ker???...Tapi aku memang perasan yang he nampak so sad lately...dah berminggu jugak…then marah org lain…but then lepas kat aku….alahai…kene gak mrh…yang marah orang lain then hang pi lepas all those nonsense sms n anger to anak Tok Mad…aper hal???...alahaaaaaaaaiiiii…sekarang ni dah pandai lak menjawab…orang tgh period ni yanggg,…laki kalau period buleh sepak terajang orang tau…ERK…laaaaaaaaaa tak memasal pulak….alahaiiii…hangin dia cam ribut daaa…..aku diamkan jer…biarkan dia cool down…Then sempat lak buat lawak..."Ehhh sapa yang period nie yangggg???...pastu dok senyum kemeweh...bengong!!!...but so far tak pernahlah lepas pelik2 kat aku…so I am safe..eheksssssss…so ari ni dia tak tunggu aku…lagipun takyah la…I got 7 guys to protect me here..ehekksss…so diorang lyn aku cam adik diorang…lagipun…parking keter pun dpn opis jer…apa pun life seems to be nice…biarpun ramai yang terkejut giler naper aku choose this shift…n without Cik Amin…ahakssssss….

Apa pun I love to do it what I loves…so I have my reason why I requests for this…mlm ni quite quiet ….x byk kejer like last few weeks…sambil kejer sambil dok sembang…kene pulak one of my abang here org tepen…so byk la citer pasal kampong n jalan2 cari mkn…wahhh…rabong org kedah kata…memang la best...abih kejer terus chow....sangat letih...paler pening...badan tak best...paham2 jer la...kalau tak paham jugak..sila lah berlagak konon-kononnya paham...ada paham???....