Rindu ini makin kuat
Menghempas jiwa menguji tabahnya hati
Hati itu resah
Jiwa itu kalut
Kalbu itu senak dek rindu yang tiba
Menjinak sabar itu sukar
Membelai rasa itu sempit
Rindu ini menggoncang jiwa
Duga itu ada
Namun bila DIA menguji teguhnya rasa
Sabarlah wahai jiwa yang kalut
DIA yang lebih tahu
Tenanglah wahai hati yang resah
Kerna DIA pemilik yang hakiki
Cinta dan kasih ini kurniaNya
Dakapnya dalam selimut kasihMu tuhan
Jaga kami dalam cahaya kasih dan sayangMU
- Naa @ Aara Yara , 8.37 am Putra Heights, 29 Oct 2010 -
[ My Hachi, he is stranded in St Joseph Oilfied, crew boat is there since last nite 8 PM, hmmmm...safety issue is crucial, waves is harsh since last evening...hanya doa yang mampu....DIA yang lebih tahu...DIA mengajar kami erti sabar...InsyaAllah...tabahlah hati... tabahlah jiwa... Terima kasih Allah, mengajar aku erti sayang dalam cara yang terindah...aku percaya padaMu sepenuh jiwa...Engkau akan menjaga dia untukku....]
Friday, October 29, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
0130 : I want tis so bad.....
Hmmmm...jap lagi nak pakai baju raya yang aku beli tapi xpakai-pakai lagik pun...teruk kan???...masa nak beli gedik kemain...at last i only wear my simple baju for raya....hahahahahhhaa..ngarut la ko nie Cik Naa oii!!!!...
Jap lagi aku ada important thing @ 5.30 PM...hope that i got it...dah bgtau mak n abah gak...my sis...ekcelli nak buat surprise...kalau dah dpt baru nak bgtau...because this is what they really hope...hmmmm...tapi sebab subuh lagi abah n mak dah call...bgtau good news about my K Teh...Alhamdulillah...then aku pun bgtau about the appoinment....
My Hachi...he cant ctc me...ader communication breakdown...weather not so good la tu...cian dia demam gak...sempat dia tinggalkan message in case he cant ctc me...cepatla balik....hmmmmm...doakan Naa ok...hope this will help me...i have to left what i have right now...alot jugak...have to do this sebelum getting worst...dont want people to keep worried about it...and hope this will expose me to new things in life also...next year i am waiting for another big changes also...
[ Hope everything fine n well....dipermudahkan segalanya...Amin Yarabbalamin....]
Jap lagi aku ada important thing @ 5.30 PM...hope that i got it...dah bgtau mak n abah gak...my sis...ekcelli nak buat surprise...kalau dah dpt baru nak bgtau...because this is what they really hope...hmmmm...tapi sebab subuh lagi abah n mak dah call...bgtau good news about my K Teh...Alhamdulillah...then aku pun bgtau about the appoinment....
My Hachi...he cant ctc me...ader communication breakdown...weather not so good la tu...cian dia demam gak...sempat dia tinggalkan message in case he cant ctc me...cepatla balik....hmmmmm...doakan Naa ok...hope this will help me...i have to left what i have right now...alot jugak...have to do this sebelum getting worst...dont want people to keep worried about it...and hope this will expose me to new things in life also...next year i am waiting for another big changes also...
[ Hope everything fine n well....dipermudahkan segalanya...Amin Yarabbalamin....]
Monday, October 25, 2010
0129: PICNIC kat PANGSUN, Hulu Langat...
OFF day after whole week struggle with hectic work...sangat letih yer...And dengan tidoq yang hanya 2 jam aku n my kengkawan pi berpicnic....pagi ujan lebat tu...alahaiiiii....jangan la ujan kat sana yer...almaklumla...all the food is ready marinated by Cik Amy kita yang vogue itu...Dia la event manager, dia la chef, dia jugakla jadik driver kami...hahahahhaahahha....whatever believe me she's good cook!....
Lega masa nak kuar ujan dah benti...our other fren dah tunggu kat tempat yang kami janjikan...semua excited...so konvoi la kami 4 keter ke sana...2 bijik kete merah, satu silver (ehhh cam kenal ek?...) dan satu lagik kaler itam...keter kecik jln dulu....sebabnya ladies first maaaaaa...ehhh bukan...sebab org yang tau pi tempat tu is the drebar of that silver car....hahahhahahahaha...Alhamdulillah tak jam...sampai ja semua excited, chalet kitorang tepi sungai...BBQ place dia pun mengadap sungai...semua pakat kebuloq...nasib la tadi aku sempat beli roti n donut kat SHELL, pastu cik Adie kita bawak donut dgn karipap...
Sampai pakat pulun nyalakan kayu arang...owhhh test jiwa raga betuii..semua dah la pakat lapaq nie...punya la lama baru boleh idupkan...yang pi tulih kat kertas tu "Environmental Friendly" tapi tak pulak tulih "Fire friendly"....alahaaaaaaiiiii...lain kali tulih fire frenly...jenuh betuiii tunggu dia nyala...dari ahli PBSM, Pengakap n Putri Islam....x boleh2 nyala...kecik lengan dok kipas...at last yang berjaya adalah AJK surau...hahahahahahah...agaknya kami semua x dak doa menyalakan kayu arang gamaknya...hahahahahhahaa...
Yang paling best siap siang sotong n ikan terubuk kat sungai ok....kami start mandi lepas kenyang...apa lagi iklan syampoo clear bermula.....cik Amy siap bwk conditioner...hahahahahahah...Happy betuii kanak 2 ribena dapat main ayaq..yang best sebab that place is only us ari tu...so we enjoy it!...
Pastu ada la pistol ayaq...anak kazen Amy punya tertinggal..depa kena balik awal sbb ada kenduri kawen...aku baru ja nak lelap...tetiba kene serang hendap...hampeh...kanak2 ribena (kat ati) kalau tgk badan konpem dah buleh dpt anak ramaiii nie..ciss..hilang stim nak lena...hampeh betuuiii...hahahahahahaha...we enjoy the whole trip...elok kuar dari chalet baru ujan start...Alhamdulillaaaaaaahhhh...we had great day...sampai Putra Heights aku terus pi Giant basuh my luvly boypren....owwwwwhhhhhhhh.....letih tahap maksima...kene painkiller terus lena sampai awal pagi itu pun sebab Encek Hachi call...having great chat with him...he is coming back...but not sure the exact date yet!....
[ Option 1 masih terbuka luas untuk My Hachi...jangan maluuu tau...u just need to let me know...hahahahhahaa..I am smiling, hehehehe...my curious guy terpaksa sabaq banyak with me...muacxxxxxx...]
Friday, October 22, 2010
0128: Bukan yang pertama....
Diri diduga
Diri juga terduga
Pedih itu tetap ada biar ia bukan yang pertama
Resah itu tetap hadir biar ia bukan yang pertama
Hati masih tenang
Biar kekadang tetap terkocak dek rasa
Pilu itu kadang hadir juga biar ia bukan yang pertama
Jiwa itu kadang lemah biar ia bukan yang pertama
Luka tetap berdarah
Biar senyum hadir di bibir
Berat itu tetap ada biar ia bukan yang pertama
Sarat itu menyesak jiwa yang satu biar ia bukan yang pertama
Diri akan terus bertabah
Mencari kekuatan yang kian menjauh
Lemah rasa selimut diri biar ia bukan yang pertama
Goyah itu tetap menggertak rasa biar ia bukan yang pertama
Biar ia bukan yang pertama kalinya hadir .........
- Akuletu Naa @ Aara Yara , 22 October 2010 3.54 pm Putra Heights -
[ Teringat pada seorang kawan....teringat pada silam yang sudah sebati dalam diri...manusia itu lemah...biar pernah diduga sebelumnya, kenapa sakitnya masih panas?...]
Diri juga terduga
Pedih itu tetap ada biar ia bukan yang pertama
Resah itu tetap hadir biar ia bukan yang pertama
Hati masih tenang
Biar kekadang tetap terkocak dek rasa
Pilu itu kadang hadir juga biar ia bukan yang pertama
Jiwa itu kadang lemah biar ia bukan yang pertama
Luka tetap berdarah
Biar senyum hadir di bibir
Berat itu tetap ada biar ia bukan yang pertama
Sarat itu menyesak jiwa yang satu biar ia bukan yang pertama
Diri akan terus bertabah
Mencari kekuatan yang kian menjauh
Lemah rasa selimut diri biar ia bukan yang pertama
Goyah itu tetap menggertak rasa biar ia bukan yang pertama
Biar ia bukan yang pertama kalinya hadir .........
- Akuletu Naa @ Aara Yara , 22 October 2010 3.54 pm Putra Heights -
[ Teringat pada seorang kawan....teringat pada silam yang sudah sebati dalam diri...manusia itu lemah...biar pernah diduga sebelumnya, kenapa sakitnya masih panas?...]
0127: Dalam Resah Rindu
DALAM RESAH RINDU
Dalam resah rindu itu
Hati tenang
Dalam resah rindu itu
Hati ingin berbicara, namun semuanya bagai hilang kata
Dalam resah rindu itu
Hati senyum biar sebak itu ada
Dalam resah rindu itu
Hati meminta pada Dia, kabulkan picing-picing doa ini
Dalam resah rindu itu
Hati tahu, hanya Dia Pemilik Langit dan Bumi bisa mengubat
Dalam resah rindu itu
Hati mahu jadi sesuatu disisiNya
- Naa @ Aara Yara, 3.11 am 22 October 2010 @ Putra Heights -
[ new updates on Aara Yara...enjoy readings guys... ]
Thursday, October 21, 2010
0126: Mual?..Melugai?...Lantak koranglaaaaaa......
CAUTION: Posting ini bakal memualkan tali perut dan usus korang...bukan sedikit...tapi pasti banyaK!...soooooo..kalau rasa anda mempunyai simptom2 yang begitu...lebih baik tumpukan pada posting lain sebelum segala kaler muntah yang terburai dari mulut yang comel!..jangan cakap x bagitau...dah highlight dah habaq dah nie...
OK...first...sebab blog nier dah macam weather newcaster punya blog (bak kata CerriBerri yang cute ituee...), cuaca selepas Typhoon Megi...cuaca sangat la warm n basah2 gitu kat Putra Heights...best sebab tiap ari ader ujan..xderla aku dok ngomel panas ja...(panas tu bukan sebab banyak dosa ka Cik Naa???...tetiba terbayang muka siku biru yang hamsap tue...owhhhh tidakkkkk...nyebuk jer siku biru nie aihhhh). Ok mulakan hari dengan mencari gaduh dengan perut aku...bangun tidoq aku pi bantai mkn roti cicah dengan ayaq oren.....dok setengah jam....owhhhh...pedihnya perut...tolonnnn....petang sebelum start kejer dia pi bantai lak makan kepok lekor cicah sambal dia la....dengan nasik lemak yang buleh tahan gak pedasnya...memang cari pasal...lupa lak tu bwk ubat....alahaaaaaiiiiii....ingat ka buleh la balik awai...sekali aku kene stay back buat report n lodge complaints lagiks....eeeeeiiii nak muntah!!!...tolonglaaaaaaaa...jangan ko nyusahkan idup aku.....ok la...aku still buatla...merungut2 pun kene wat kejer kan???...kang makan gajik buta pulak....tengah sedap paler nie dok mereka ayat2 power...my Hachi pulak call...awainya malam nie....ehekssss...(x sebut tak suka okeiiii...)
Sambil tangan dok bekerja keras dengan complaint mulut dok bersembang...tangan sebelah pegang hp..sebelah dok kerja keras menaip email segala...sambil tue sempat pulak dok melayan depa2 yang tak berenti dok tanya itu ini...multi task...dalam aku dok membebel about kene lodge complaint...tetiba pulakkk....Encek Hachi yang kat HP nie pun nak lodge complaint jugak.....Alahaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...awatla hidup aku penuh dengan orang yang kuat complaint 2-3 menjak nie....patutkah aku mandi bunga lepas ini???...lebih practical pakai ja Aura Seri...perghhh dapat gak ber"Aura" cam pengasas dia yang cun tue...eheksss...berangan la ko Cik Naa oiiiii...
Ok...let us back to the complaint lodged by Encek Hachi....
As Typhoon have passed by my place and me was in "safe" condition which is mentally n physically. This Typhoon has creates syukur to myself at least i am still alive eventhough i am very scared ekcelli...takut gak kalau mati...kang tak dapat la i jumpa u yanggg ooiiiii...hmmmm due to that i am also thankful to u for ur willing to refund back the jade to the owner...and i want to requests you to bring me together so that i can just talk to him eyes to eyes contact....(*erkkkk...aku telan ayaq liuq...what after this???...shhhh...that jade is ekcelli my birthday present from my ex....n we are still be good fren...this guy means a lot to me...i know korang feel silly aite....???...but the truth is yes...this guy have helps me alot in mencari myself...make me berdiri atas kaki sendiri...with him..i get back to my family...n we break off bukan sebab dia tapi sebab aku yang mintak...sebab aku rasa diri aku tak cukup kuat...sebab aku xdapat nak tipu diri aku yang dia makin susah masa aku ada kat sisi dia...dan aku mintak pada Allah tunjukkan jalan terbaik untuk aku...maka berakhirlah...dan dia kini makin ok...aku masih di situ sbg best fren...walaupun aku kerap create alasan untuk jumpa lepas break...i loves him a lot...before la..now...my luv is only for my Hachi...). I want to requests from my luv not to see him again, no matter any reasons...no matter what. And if something happen to u or any problem that happen to u in future i'll find my way to help and assist you. And if u want to see him you can only see him with me around...AM I CLEAR ENUFF?..(Gulp...uikssss tetiba dia kuar that stmt)...Not because i dont trust u...but since that typhoon i am realize that i am going to work hard to get u. For me n myself!..(Erk!!!!)...And i am not going to lose u by any means...(errkkkkk......dia menses ker???...)
-Yanggg...dont forget my syarat?...u can only be with me after u fulfill that syarat...even i know i scared hilang u that nite..i still remember that i don't compromise with my 3 syarat with u...(one of it is the ROV certs...)
-Yup i am clearly remember it...and for the second syarat...i will discuss further when i see u. Not very convenient to talk over the phone.
And after my report he keeps calling me...alahaiiii...dah la aku tengah nak kaunselling kawan aku Tara...alaaaaa...minah yang bahasa Melayu dia lucah walaupun dia dok pasan bahasa Melayu dia kononnya grade A...hmmmm...at last selepas aku bagitau...that she really need someone to talk, then baru la...dia bagi aku bernapas sikit....and i am really appreciates the moment that i have with Tara. She need somebody to release her risau n segala. At last i put smiles on her face....Alhamdulillah...hug her so that she have strength to front her problem....even aku marah dia teruk sebenarnya tadi...hahahahahahahhaha..buleh???...marah sebab aku rasa apa dia buat tu worst...sebab she need to understand that someone, her gud fren like me..(pasan!), family semua care about her....hope the good things for her...
[ hmmm at last ari nie dapat MMS from my Hachi...fresh from their ship...nice ek????....Gunung Kinabalu...n the sunset at their project....tq so much...sila muntah banyak2 yer....hahahahahahha.... mesti korang pening kan???....ngaku jer laaaaaaaaa....]
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
0125: Alhamdulillah...terima kasih atas keselamatan ini...
Semalam...sangat-sangat risau...tapi entah kenapa yakin dia akan selamat itu juga kuat dalam diri...1 whole day without any updates from him...gi kejer cam malas...macam orang xder perasaan...i still finish my task....i have to be tough aite??...the work make me forget my risau....
Balik jer...baru terasa sgt penat...but i cant sleep...asyik tingat mcm2 pasal dia...issssshhhhh...pukul 3 lebih tetiba dia online....communication breakdown tadi...owhhhhhhh...Alhamdulillah!...can't stop smilling....
-Yanggg...tanya sikit...semalam tu betul ker?...u no need to do that...
Anak Tok Mad senyum...dah agak dah this curious guy will ask...
-Betul la...i will do it not because anyone paksa or terpaksa...i told u why...don't try to ubah my decision yer yannggg...
This curious guy still x puas ati...jenuh aiiihhh...whatever it is i will still do it...FULL STOP...jangan tanya lagi yer My Hachi!...
Tq my good frens, keep calming myself yang muka toya tak ingat semalam....hahahahahahahha. Now...can't wait for him to come back...Yanggg jangan lupa ur janji ok....
-Mamak...ABC satu...itu jagung kasi kuranggg wokeyyyyy!!!!
Heheheheheh...yang nie tetap kurang yer yanggg...not open for discussion!..ahahahahahhaa...sure bengang....
[ Sorry yer readers sekelian, terpaksa jadi weather broadcaster...owh....apa pun now this Thyphoon Megi katanya akan hit China after this...Moga tak la teruk sangat kan...mesti diorang tengah risau. Can see what happen to Phillippines...they have prepared tapi tu la...korang baca la sendiri ek...nak sambung rest...byk kejer lately...]
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
0124: Hanya padaMu aku berserah, Jaga dia...Typhoon Megi continues to move towards South China Sea
Tangan bergetar ketika menulis posting ini....bukan simpati yang kupinta di sini. Bukan juga untuk menunjuk-nunjuk...berita yang dia sampaikan sangat menggetar hati...Ya Allah...yang mampu hanya doa. Typhoon Megi kini masih rakus, kini kembali!..menuju Laut China Selatan. Dan updates terbaru, semakin hampir Sabah...The winds is getting rough...and they are still hammering the jacket..10 survivors still on that jacket...mempertaruh nyawa....
I just talked to him...short one...the place is very quiet...everyone is quieing for the phone to call the wife, family n luv ones....everyone is worries...so does me...i cried alot tonite....cant do anything just can pray for his safety...the whole ship safety no matter who there are...Hanya doa dan Yaasin untuk mereka. Semoga keselamatan mereka dijaga Yang Maha Kuasa. Betapa kerdilnya diri.
Aku tak sangka taufan ini akan kembali. Hanya selepas my sayang tiba-tiba bagitahu...
-Yanggg, we are preparing to leave this place soon. Pray for my safety Yanggg. Promise me jangan tinggal Solat.
-Yanggg, dont tell me the Typhoon come back?
*teringat one updates on Super Typhoon will hit South China Sea.
-Yup, it is moving towards here now. We are preparing to leave. Within an hour plus. Still hammering the Jacket. Pray for me. Dont cry sayang. I am coming back for you...
Tanganku bergetar, where ahould i begin?...i start to find the link on PAGASA...dunno where i put it...Ya Allah...he saw me crying on the webcam. Almost 5 minutes plus struggling. My heart pumping so hard. Ya Allah...when i got the link....the updates really surprised me. i lost my words...all i have is only tears....
I know he is scared....but he be tough for me...hoping me not to stop praying...We chat sampai Azan Subuh kat sini. Aku nangis non stop. This is his life. And me have to be tough as him. Hanya doa dan bacaan Yaasin yang aku mampu untuk dia. Tanda kasih aku padanya. Aku harus kuat. Aku harus minta pada Yang Kuasa. Hanya dia yang mampu menjaga kesayanganku. Hanya dia yang mampu pertemukan kami lagi. Hanya dia yang tahu kkasih dan sayang yang hadir ini jujur. Hanya Dia yang ku harap sepenuh jiwaku menjaga Penenang Jiwaku. Dia hadir ketika aku hilang arah. Ketika aku perlu penunjuk arah, meminpin aku memadam dendam yang beraja dihati. Itu dia...sayangku.
Ya Allah...syukur atas kasih ini, kami meminta belasMu untuk pertemukan kami lagi. Menyatukan kami dalam dakapan kasihMu Ya Allah. Dia sayangku. Aku harus redha apa jua selepas ini. Ada amanah yang dia tinggalkan padaku. Berat!, namun doaku kudus...Jangan apa-apa terjadi padanya. Aku tahu aku tak mampu menunaikan amanah berat itu.
Buat insan yang aku sayang...kembali sayanggg... dengan selamat sempurnakan diriku yang kekurangan ini....Pulang sayanggg...demi kurnia KasihNya pada kita....
Wahai Si Penenang jiwa
Paut aku sayang...
Paut aku dalam suka dan duka kamu...
Paut aku, kerna engkau adalah separuh dari diriku
Paut aku dalam kasihNya.
Kerna Dia akan abadikan untuk engkau dan aku...
Hanya DIA yang kita ada...
Kita yakinkan janjiNya, demi kurnia kasih ini...
-Naa @ Aara Yara -19 October 2010, 6.00 AM, Putra Heights -
-InsyaAllah abang balik sayanggg...doa untuk abang. ALLAH itu ada....Jangan nangis. Abang balik...
[ Tadi he called me again...this time from the Celcom line, line x baper clear, can hear the winds...n line disconnect.......trying so hard not to cry....i am scared....kerdilnya rasa diri bila diri x mampu melakukan apa-apa untuknya....Ya Allah...jaga dia untukku...Amin Yarabbalamin..]
I just talked to him...short one...the place is very quiet...everyone is quieing for the phone to call the wife, family n luv ones....everyone is worries...so does me...i cried alot tonite....cant do anything just can pray for his safety...the whole ship safety no matter who there are...Hanya doa dan Yaasin untuk mereka. Semoga keselamatan mereka dijaga Yang Maha Kuasa. Betapa kerdilnya diri.
Aku tak sangka taufan ini akan kembali. Hanya selepas my sayang tiba-tiba bagitahu...
-Yanggg, we are preparing to leave this place soon. Pray for my safety Yanggg. Promise me jangan tinggal Solat.
-Yanggg, dont tell me the Typhoon come back?
*teringat one updates on Super Typhoon will hit South China Sea.
-Yup, it is moving towards here now. We are preparing to leave. Within an hour plus. Still hammering the Jacket. Pray for me. Dont cry sayang. I am coming back for you...
Tanganku bergetar, where ahould i begin?...i start to find the link on PAGASA...dunno where i put it...Ya Allah...he saw me crying on the webcam. Almost 5 minutes plus struggling. My heart pumping so hard. Ya Allah...when i got the link....the updates really surprised me. i lost my words...all i have is only tears....
I know he is scared....but he be tough for me...hoping me not to stop praying...We chat sampai Azan Subuh kat sini. Aku nangis non stop. This is his life. And me have to be tough as him. Hanya doa dan bacaan Yaasin yang aku mampu untuk dia. Tanda kasih aku padanya. Aku harus kuat. Aku harus minta pada Yang Kuasa. Hanya dia yang mampu menjaga kesayanganku. Hanya dia yang mampu pertemukan kami lagi. Hanya dia yang tahu kkasih dan sayang yang hadir ini jujur. Hanya Dia yang ku harap sepenuh jiwaku menjaga Penenang Jiwaku. Dia hadir ketika aku hilang arah. Ketika aku perlu penunjuk arah, meminpin aku memadam dendam yang beraja dihati. Itu dia...sayangku.
Ya Allah...syukur atas kasih ini, kami meminta belasMu untuk pertemukan kami lagi. Menyatukan kami dalam dakapan kasihMu Ya Allah. Dia sayangku. Aku harus redha apa jua selepas ini. Ada amanah yang dia tinggalkan padaku. Berat!, namun doaku kudus...Jangan apa-apa terjadi padanya. Aku tahu aku tak mampu menunaikan amanah berat itu.
Buat insan yang aku sayang...kembali sayanggg... dengan selamat sempurnakan diriku yang kekurangan ini....Pulang sayanggg...demi kurnia KasihNya pada kita....
Wahai Si Penenang jiwa
Paut aku sayang...
Paut aku dalam suka dan duka kamu...
Paut aku, kerna engkau adalah separuh dari diriku
Paut aku dalam kasihNya.
Kerna Dia akan abadikan untuk engkau dan aku...
Hanya DIA yang kita ada...
Kita yakinkan janjiNya, demi kurnia kasih ini...
-Naa @ Aara Yara -19 October 2010, 6.00 AM, Putra Heights -
-InsyaAllah abang balik sayanggg...doa untuk abang. ALLAH itu ada....Jangan nangis. Abang balik...
[ Tadi he called me again...this time from the Celcom line, line x baper clear, can hear the winds...n line disconnect.......trying so hard not to cry....i am scared....kerdilnya rasa diri bila diri x mampu melakukan apa-apa untuknya....Ya Allah...jaga dia untukku...Amin Yarabbalamin..]
Monday, October 18, 2010
0123: Pagi yang hujan, Typhoon Megi weakens after landfall
Alhamdulillah...azan subuh pagi ni disambut dengan angin yang kuat n ujan...actually i woke up around 3 plus...after tight sleep...too tired last nite after coming back from umah pak su...tired sebab hati sgt risaukan my Hachi...keep thinking of his safety...berderau jap darah masa dengar angin kuat pagi nie...
Bangun jer terus online n checking on email n weather broadcast...no email from him...could be busy..hmmm...no missed call on my phone as well...i keep googling for the Typhoon updates....and at 3.50 am he online...we have long chat untill 4.00 am plus...untill he need to go back to his work again...
-Laut tenang hari ni yanggg, jangan risau. Jacket dah pasang now they are already start hammering it.
Owhhh...sangat lega. And at 5 am..new updates...the Typhoon change it path...Ya Allah..syukur walaupun sebenarnya tetap x best...sebabnya it could hit Phillipines dgn teruk. Tapi tak jugak, semua expect this one could be Super Typhoon...but then Allah lebih Mengetahui...the Typhoon moves slow down...n start to move back to sea...apa pun it still landed at Isabella, Phillipines. One was found dead due to it. I still can't sleep...so masak mihun goreng for breakfast...after subuh then sambung chat with him. He already waiting for me...we have long chat till morning...then baru sambung tido balik. Today i need to work...Terima Kasih Ya Allah, menjaga dia....Alhamdulillah juga no breakdown on our communication...Syukur Alhamdulillah....
***Updates on tis Typhoon***
MANILA, Philippines (UPDATE 5) - Supertyphoon Juan (international codename: Megi) has weakened after making landfall in Divilacan Peak in Isabela province before noon Monday, weather bureau PAGASA said.
A report on the PAGASA website said Juan made landfall at Sierra Madre Mt. Estagno Point at Divilacan Peak at 11:25 a.m.
As of 2 p.m., Juan was located 40 kilometers south southeast of Tuguegarao City with maximum sustained winds of 190 kph near the center and gusts of up to 225 kph.
PAGASA senior weather forecaster Robert Sawi earlier warned that "Ondoy-like" rains could affect parts of Northern Luzon as the typhoon slows down. "As it gets slower, it becomes more dangerous for affected areas," he said in a press briefing.
He also noted that the typhoon could shift south and affect Pangasinan.
He also warned of possible landslides in the Cordillera Administrative Region and Mountain Province due to heavy rains brought by Juan.
The province of Isabela, meanwhile, declared a state of calamity due to the onslaught of the typhoon Juan.
Public Storm Warning Signal No.4 has been hoisted in Cagayan, Isabela, Kalinga, Mountain Province and Ifugao; while Signal No. 3 in Batanes, Calayan, Babuyan Group of Islands, Apayao, Benguet, Quirino, Nueva Vizcaya and Northern Aurora.
"This is the highest storm warning signal we can raise. Storm Signal No. 4 is 185 kph and above and we expect to feel that in the next 12 hours," Sawi told radio dzMM in an interview.
He said he expects the storm to exit the country via Ilocos Sur and will be out of the Philippine area of responsibility by Tuesday evening.
Storm Signal No. 2 was hoisted in Ilocos Norte, Ilocos Sur, Abra, La Union, Rest of Aurora, Pangasinan, Tarlac, Nueva Ecija and Polillio Island while Storm Signal No. 1 was hoisted in Metro Manila, Cavite, Bulacan, Pampanga, Bataan, Zambales, Northern Quezon, Rizal, Laguna and Batangas.
Bangun jer terus online n checking on email n weather broadcast...no email from him...could be busy..hmmm...no missed call on my phone as well...i keep googling for the Typhoon updates....and at 3.50 am he online...we have long chat untill 4.00 am plus...untill he need to go back to his work again...
-Laut tenang hari ni yanggg, jangan risau. Jacket dah pasang now they are already start hammering it.
Owhhh...sangat lega. And at 5 am..new updates...the Typhoon change it path...Ya Allah..syukur walaupun sebenarnya tetap x best...sebabnya it could hit Phillipines dgn teruk. Tapi tak jugak, semua expect this one could be Super Typhoon...but then Allah lebih Mengetahui...the Typhoon moves slow down...n start to move back to sea...apa pun it still landed at Isabella, Phillipines. One was found dead due to it. I still can't sleep...so masak mihun goreng for breakfast...after subuh then sambung chat with him. He already waiting for me...we have long chat till morning...then baru sambung tido balik. Today i need to work...Terima Kasih Ya Allah, menjaga dia....Alhamdulillah juga no breakdown on our communication...Syukur Alhamdulillah....
***Updates on tis Typhoon***
MANILA, Philippines (UPDATE 5) - Supertyphoon Juan (international codename: Megi) has weakened after making landfall in Divilacan Peak in Isabela province before noon Monday, weather bureau PAGASA said.
A report on the PAGASA website said Juan made landfall at Sierra Madre Mt. Estagno Point at Divilacan Peak at 11:25 a.m.
As of 2 p.m., Juan was located 40 kilometers south southeast of Tuguegarao City with maximum sustained winds of 190 kph near the center and gusts of up to 225 kph.
PAGASA senior weather forecaster Robert Sawi earlier warned that "Ondoy-like" rains could affect parts of Northern Luzon as the typhoon slows down. "As it gets slower, it becomes more dangerous for affected areas," he said in a press briefing.
He also noted that the typhoon could shift south and affect Pangasinan.
He also warned of possible landslides in the Cordillera Administrative Region and Mountain Province due to heavy rains brought by Juan.
The province of Isabela, meanwhile, declared a state of calamity due to the onslaught of the typhoon Juan.
Public Storm Warning Signal No.4 has been hoisted in Cagayan, Isabela, Kalinga, Mountain Province and Ifugao; while Signal No. 3 in Batanes, Calayan, Babuyan Group of Islands, Apayao, Benguet, Quirino, Nueva Vizcaya and Northern Aurora.
"This is the highest storm warning signal we can raise. Storm Signal No. 4 is 185 kph and above and we expect to feel that in the next 12 hours," Sawi told radio dzMM in an interview.
He said he expects the storm to exit the country via Ilocos Sur and will be out of the Philippine area of responsibility by Tuesday evening.
Storm Signal No. 2 was hoisted in Ilocos Norte, Ilocos Sur, Abra, La Union, Rest of Aurora, Pangasinan, Tarlac, Nueva Ecija and Polillio Island while Storm Signal No. 1 was hoisted in Metro Manila, Cavite, Bulacan, Pampanga, Bataan, Zambales, Northern Quezon, Rizal, Laguna and Batangas.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
0122: They are still @ St Joseph Battlefield (Oilfield)
7.45 pm...just YM with him....they are still busy there...still @ the oilfield....he is still calm...Cik Az...u right the offshore man is tough...their job trained them to be so tough....
Alhamdulillah, at last i have updates from him, walau sekejap. He is busy. They need to finish that project. Everyone is working hard on it. They are really survivor...weather broadcast updates that the sea condition is rough n to be very rough...n wave heights expected from 3 to 4.5 meters plus...They have been updated about that already....everyone been acknowledged about that...
I am still praying for the safety...so does him...Take care sayanggg...Ya Allah jaga dia untukku...Amin Yarabbalamin.
Luv,
Naa
Umah Pak Su still
Alhamdulillah, at last i have updates from him, walau sekejap. He is busy. They need to finish that project. Everyone is working hard on it. They are really survivor...weather broadcast updates that the sea condition is rough n to be very rough...n wave heights expected from 3 to 4.5 meters plus...They have been updated about that already....everyone been acknowledged about that...
I am still praying for the safety...so does him...Take care sayanggg...Ya Allah jaga dia untukku...Amin Yarabbalamin.
Luv,
Naa
Umah Pak Su still
0121: Orange alerts, telling ships to shelter at port
5.53 pm...i keep myself updates with the Typhoon alerts news from PAGASA...the news announce that this Typhoon Megi could be year's strongest typhoon. InsyaAllah ketenangan itu ada pada aku. He already alert me if he cant ctc or whatever, this strike could affect our communication. Expected that. Aku doakan yang terbaik pasti mereka juga telah bersedia dengan all the back up plan as well...
He already inform me that the ship just need 2 hours to reach KK. Alhamdulillah. Tadi masa pagi all the survivor is working hard on getting ready to put the Jacket. Once the Jacket dah dipasang then diorang akan hammer it. Can't just simply leave all the construction there. Project is not Millions, but Bilions...and kalau diorang tinggalkan takut nanti tak jumpa...i dont really understand actually but ever since i know him he likes to share with me...dengan sabar explaining this n that to me.
Memang hati risau, namun aku rasa tenang. Jangan tanya kenapa sebab aku tak pernah punya jawapan. Sejak aku kenal dia, rasa tenang itu sentiasa ada.
-Yanggg, jangan risau, please wait for me. I am offshore man..this is part of my life yanggg. I am coming back once the project siap. I am coming back to see u.
(Suara dia tenang, even he a bit upset sebab terbagitahu aku about that Typhoon. Now this offshore man is already part of me...sorry sayanggg, can't help sumtimes, bila rasa sayang ada...risau itu selalu menganggu jiwa...)
Berharap kalau diorang terpaksa shelter kat port, he can call me n updates...hope jugak Typhoon tu takkan creates so much damage...Phillipines will be most affected, this is what diorang ramalkan. Angin makin kuat based on the weather updates. Dan semakin hampir ke darat. Sekarang aku dah pandai baca weather broadcast sejak aku kenal dia.....
This is the warning updates from PAGASA...
TROPICAL CYCLONE WARNING FOR SHIPPING
WTPH RPMM 170600
TTT TYPHOON WARNING 07
AT 0600 17 OCTOBER TYPHOON (MEGI) {1013} WAS LOCATED BASED ON SATELLITE AND SURFACE DATA AT ONE EIGHT POINT SIX NORTH ONE TWO SIX POINT ONE FORECAST TO MOVE WEST AT ZERO SIX METERS PER SECOND ROUGH TO PHENOMENAL SEAS WITHIN THREE FIVE ZERO KILOMETER RADIUS FROM CENTER ESTIMATED CENTRAL PRESSURE NINE TWO TWO HECTOPASCALS MAXIMUM WINDS SIX TWO METERS PER SECOND NEAR CENTER THREE THREE METERS PER SECOND WITHIN ONE ZERO ZERO KILOMETER RADIUS ONE THREE METERS PER SECOND WITHIN THREE FIVE ZERO KILOMETER RADIUS FROM CENTER FORECAST POSITIONS AT 180600 ONE EIGHT POINT ZERO NORTH ONE TWO ZERO POINT SEVEN EAST AT 190600 ONE EIGHT POINT FIVE NORTH ONE ONE FIVE POINT FIVE EAST ALL SHIPS WITHIN TYPHOON AREA ARE REQUESTED TO SEND THREE HOURLY WEATHER REPORTS TO WEATHER MANILA PD
WEATHER MANILA
***Updates from PAGASA at 6.08pm: http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/nation/10/17/10/juan-barrels-toward-northern-luzon ***
PAGASA-DOST MTSAT-EIR Satellite Image for 5 p.m. 17 Oct. 2010 (Typhoon Juan/Megi) (PAGASA-DOST)
MANILA, Philippines - Typhoon Juan (international codename Megi) has further intensified, with public storm warning signal number 4 raised over two provinces in the Cagayan Valley region.
In its 5 pm press conference, the weather bureau PAGASA said Juan currently has maximum sustained winds of 225 kilometers per hour (kph) near the center, and wind gusts of up to 260 kph near the center.
The typhoon, the season's 10th, was spotted 390 kilometers east of Aparri, Cagayan, and is currently moving westward at 22 kilometers per hour.
Public storm warning signal number 4 has been raised over Cagayan and Isabela provinces. These areas are expected to experience winds of more than 185 kph.
Public storm warning signal number 3 has been raised over the Calayan and Babuyan group of islands, Batanes, Apayao, Kalinga, Mountain Province, Ifugao, Quirino, and northern Aurora.
For more 'Juan' updates, go to the Weather section
Meanwhile, public storm warning signal number 2 has been raised over Ilocos Norte, Ilocos Sur, Abra, La Union, Benguet, Nueva Vizcaya, and the rest of Aurora.
Public storm warning signal number 1, meanwhile, is in effect over Pangasinan, Tarlac, Nueva Ecija, and Polilio Island.
The typhoon is expected to make landfall over Cagayan province by Monday morning, at around 8 am, and is expected to exit over the western coast of Ilocos Norte in the afternoon.
The eye of the typhoon is expected to pass over Cagayan, Apayao, and Ilocos Norte.
Rainfall is estimated to be 20 millimeters per hour, based on readings by the PAGASA weather radar in Aparri.
'As strong as Rosing, Anding'
My luvly Hachi...jaga diri sayanggg, semoga semuanya selamat...moga DIA menjaga my sayang dan semua anak kapal mereka...Amin YaRabbalamin.
Luv,
Naa
Umah Pak Su, Taman Koperasi Polis
He already inform me that the ship just need 2 hours to reach KK. Alhamdulillah. Tadi masa pagi all the survivor is working hard on getting ready to put the Jacket. Once the Jacket dah dipasang then diorang akan hammer it. Can't just simply leave all the construction there. Project is not Millions, but Bilions...and kalau diorang tinggalkan takut nanti tak jumpa...i dont really understand actually but ever since i know him he likes to share with me...dengan sabar explaining this n that to me.
Memang hati risau, namun aku rasa tenang. Jangan tanya kenapa sebab aku tak pernah punya jawapan. Sejak aku kenal dia, rasa tenang itu sentiasa ada.
-Yanggg, jangan risau, please wait for me. I am offshore man..this is part of my life yanggg. I am coming back once the project siap. I am coming back to see u.
(Suara dia tenang, even he a bit upset sebab terbagitahu aku about that Typhoon. Now this offshore man is already part of me...sorry sayanggg, can't help sumtimes, bila rasa sayang ada...risau itu selalu menganggu jiwa...)
Berharap kalau diorang terpaksa shelter kat port, he can call me n updates...hope jugak Typhoon tu takkan creates so much damage...Phillipines will be most affected, this is what diorang ramalkan. Angin makin kuat based on the weather updates. Dan semakin hampir ke darat. Sekarang aku dah pandai baca weather broadcast sejak aku kenal dia.....
This is the warning updates from PAGASA...
TROPICAL CYCLONE WARNING FOR SHIPPING
WTPH RPMM 170600
TTT TYPHOON WARNING 07
AT 0600 17 OCTOBER TYPHOON (MEGI) {1013} WAS LOCATED BASED ON SATELLITE AND SURFACE DATA AT ONE EIGHT POINT SIX NORTH ONE TWO SIX POINT ONE FORECAST TO MOVE WEST AT ZERO SIX METERS PER SECOND ROUGH TO PHENOMENAL SEAS WITHIN THREE FIVE ZERO KILOMETER RADIUS FROM CENTER ESTIMATED CENTRAL PRESSURE NINE TWO TWO HECTOPASCALS MAXIMUM WINDS SIX TWO METERS PER SECOND NEAR CENTER THREE THREE METERS PER SECOND WITHIN ONE ZERO ZERO KILOMETER RADIUS ONE THREE METERS PER SECOND WITHIN THREE FIVE ZERO KILOMETER RADIUS FROM CENTER FORECAST POSITIONS AT 180600 ONE EIGHT POINT ZERO NORTH ONE TWO ZERO POINT SEVEN EAST AT 190600 ONE EIGHT POINT FIVE NORTH ONE ONE FIVE POINT FIVE EAST ALL SHIPS WITHIN TYPHOON AREA ARE REQUESTED TO SEND THREE HOURLY WEATHER REPORTS TO WEATHER MANILA PD
WEATHER MANILA
***Updates from PAGASA at 6.08pm: http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/nation/10/17/10/juan-barrels-toward-northern-luzon ***
PAGASA-DOST MTSAT-EIR Satellite Image for 5 p.m. 17 Oct. 2010 (Typhoon Juan/Megi) (PAGASA-DOST)
MANILA, Philippines - Typhoon Juan (international codename Megi) has further intensified, with public storm warning signal number 4 raised over two provinces in the Cagayan Valley region.
In its 5 pm press conference, the weather bureau PAGASA said Juan currently has maximum sustained winds of 225 kilometers per hour (kph) near the center, and wind gusts of up to 260 kph near the center.
The typhoon, the season's 10th, was spotted 390 kilometers east of Aparri, Cagayan, and is currently moving westward at 22 kilometers per hour.
Public storm warning signal number 4 has been raised over Cagayan and Isabela provinces. These areas are expected to experience winds of more than 185 kph.
Public storm warning signal number 3 has been raised over the Calayan and Babuyan group of islands, Batanes, Apayao, Kalinga, Mountain Province, Ifugao, Quirino, and northern Aurora.
For more 'Juan' updates, go to the Weather section
Meanwhile, public storm warning signal number 2 has been raised over Ilocos Norte, Ilocos Sur, Abra, La Union, Benguet, Nueva Vizcaya, and the rest of Aurora.
Public storm warning signal number 1, meanwhile, is in effect over Pangasinan, Tarlac, Nueva Ecija, and Polilio Island.
The typhoon is expected to make landfall over Cagayan province by Monday morning, at around 8 am, and is expected to exit over the western coast of Ilocos Norte in the afternoon.
The eye of the typhoon is expected to pass over Cagayan, Apayao, and Ilocos Norte.
Rainfall is estimated to be 20 millimeters per hour, based on readings by the PAGASA weather radar in Aparri.
'As strong as Rosing, Anding'
My luvly Hachi...jaga diri sayanggg, semoga semuanya selamat...moga DIA menjaga my sayang dan semua anak kapal mereka...Amin YaRabbalamin.
Luv,
Naa
Umah Pak Su, Taman Koperasi Polis
0120: Alert on Thypoon Megi! Ya Allah jaga dia untukku...
My Hachi called me just now...they could be sailing to the other place. Everyone is in alerts mode...keep waiting updates from Phillippines...about the new alert on Typhoon Megi...owhhh...my heart pumping non stop...cepat2 google the thing!...
Owh...they expect heavy rain this evening over there...n the ship still in Oilfield in Saint Joseph...they are going to hammer the jacket...cant just simply leave all those multi billions stuffs there...They could be there another 2 days to finish the project!..Ya Allah...seriously it is so scary...the wind expected to be 140km per hour...and if it goes wild...can go up to 250km per hour n that can hit till Johor!..He just call me again...he sounds very calm...keep calming me not to worry...i cant lie...i am really worried.. Ya Allah...hanya padaMu kami meminta. Selamatkan mereka Ya Allah...Jaga dia untukku...aku mahu dia pulang dengan selamat Ya Allah...
To frens, doakan everything go fine n well...a lot of thing can happen..Hanya DIA Yang Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Kuasa. Ya Allah, terimalah doa hambaMu yang lemah ini. Jagalah keselamatan mereka Ya Allah...Amin Yarabbalamin. I am not going to cry...(trying so hard actually)...tiap saat doa itu bergema dalam diri...
Patutla pagi tadi hati rasa sayu semacam...macam ada sesuatu yang x kena...namun syukur sekurang-kurangnya aku diberitahu...aku perlu tabah...kerana dia harapkan ketabahan aku...aku mesti kuat...kerana dia juga perlu kuat!..Sayanggg...minta pada DIA..pulanglah dengan selamat sayanggg...I am waiting for u...
I cant ctc him with phone...all i need to do is waiting for the news from him...it is hard...namun hati ini mesti yakin pada Yang Maha Kuasa, Pemilik Langit dan Bumi...Dia yang lebih tahu...menjaga dia untukku....Amin Yarabbalamin...
Updates:
-please read here...
http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/nation/10/17/10/juan-strengthens-still-track-northern-luzon
MANILA, Philippines - Typhoon Juan has intensified further and is now posing danger to northern Luzon, the Philippine Atmospheric Geophysical and Astronomical Services Administration (PAGASA) announced Sunday.
In their 11 am press conference, the weather bureau announced that the typhoon (international codename Megi) was last spotted 520 kilometers east of Aparri, Cagayan, with maximum sustained winds of 195 kilometers per hour (kph) near the center and gustiness of up to 230 kph.
The typhoon is moving west at 22 kilometers per hour, the weather bureau said, and is expected to make landfall over Cagayan by Monday morning.
*4PM updates from PAGASA
http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/nation/regions/10/17/10/juan%E2%80%99s-strong-winds-now-being-felt-cagayan
The land of Phillipines dah terasa the wind. They are working hard on evacuation....hanya itu yang mampu aku catatkan kat sini....
(no call from him, nothimg in YM n my email also...selalunya sebelum he start work he will call me....Aku tak menangis...hati sgt risau....hanya mampu meminta pada DIA..)
*******
-Yanggg, dok tengah baca old posting, 083 but my faveret still 087..the KLIA moment...
Anak Tok Mad terus go to that 083...hmmm tis one rupanya...
That 087 is his faveret. Terlalu banyak good memories that day, we spend hours at KLIA...masing-masing trying to enjoy each minutes that we have walhal hati sayu sebab after that we will be separated again...but he did good job...he leave me with the moment that i will never forget in my life...i send him with smiles...rindu itu bukannya hadir masa dia boarding...bahkan when he still sitting beside me...
[ Sayanggg, i hope that u can read this...i am preparing myself...not going to cry...hope that communication kita x terputus...i will sabar waiting for u...rasa kasih dan sayang ini hadir kurnia dariNya...aku hanya mampu berdoa...semoga Dia menjagaMu...Jaga diri sayanggg....Maafkan Naa...hanya ini yang mampu saat ini...]
Friday, October 15, 2010
0119 : Dok berangan di hari Jumaat...
Busannya ari nie...nothing to do...body aching n a bit dizzy..letih sangat...padan la rasa cam tue...eheksss....kejer membongkang dalam selimut ja ari nie...aksi kuak lentang atas tilam adalah acara rasmi off day...kaber kepenatan n stress kejer....uihhhh...everyday emotionally injured...heheheheheeh...kejer kat battlefield cam tu la...physical xdak injury...kat brain dgn emotion...damaged n injured selalu deh...
Dok melayan hati...tingat pulak masa kat umah lama...bila busan aku turun bilik sauna...sumtimes siap nak terlena kat situ...leganya dapat peluh...almaklumla...awak kejer in air-cond...(kerani pun dok dlm air-cond tau!)...memang heaven.....tapi sejak dok sini tak pi dah sauna...tak der kawan lagik pun...mula dok berangan...kan best kalau ada kat umah satu...xyah la yang super mahal....yang simple dan tak mkn space...lagi baguih kalau buleh bawak merata...maklumla...ni bukan umah cheq...one day nanti kene gak pindah kan???...bila tensen dapat gak dok mensaunakan diri....suka betuiii tengok skin after sauna...redish..walaupun cheq itam manih orangnya...heheheheehhe...
Yang paling suka sebab badan rasa ringan jer...cam kuar segala lemak2 yang melambak tu....oleh itu meh la kita mengGOOGLEkan diri...mencari mana-mana yang berkaitan....tapi kene survey feedback gak kan???...korang kalau ader experience beli sauna kat umah nie share la...nak beli...tapi cam takut2 pun ada gak...ishhhhhh...tapi memang interested...sebab cheq jenis malas nak kuar umah pi jogging or Gym segala...sebabnya...isshhh....dah la tidoq pun tak cukup semedang...cari yang lebih practical...(sebenaqnya takut lagi itam...huhuhuhhu...kang rentung jenuh lak nak survey UV n whitening clorox....owhhh tidakkkkkkkkkkkkk....heh! Gediks!...)
[tadi panaskan mee sup...punya ralit tulih blog...nasib tak jadi mee grg...hahahahahahahah....esok balik umah pak su...buleh gak lepak kat tepi kolam ikan pak su...busan arrrrr....asyik dok umah jerrrrr....tolon!!! perlukan kehijauan...
new updates on my Aara Yara: http://aarayara.blogspot.com/2010/10/abah-nazla-dia-amanahku-ya-allah-hanya.html]
Dok melayan hati...tingat pulak masa kat umah lama...bila busan aku turun bilik sauna...sumtimes siap nak terlena kat situ...leganya dapat peluh...almaklumla...awak kejer in air-cond...(kerani pun dok dlm air-cond tau!)...memang heaven.....tapi sejak dok sini tak pi dah sauna...tak der kawan lagik pun...mula dok berangan...kan best kalau ada kat umah satu...xyah la yang super mahal....yang simple dan tak mkn space...lagi baguih kalau buleh bawak merata...maklumla...ni bukan umah cheq...one day nanti kene gak pindah kan???...bila tensen dapat gak dok mensaunakan diri....suka betuiii tengok skin after sauna...redish..walaupun cheq itam manih orangnya...heheheheehhe...Yang paling suka sebab badan rasa ringan jer...cam kuar segala lemak2 yang melambak tu....oleh itu meh la kita mengGOOGLEkan diri...mencari mana-mana yang berkaitan....tapi kene survey feedback gak kan???...korang kalau ader experience beli sauna kat umah nie share la...nak beli...tapi cam takut2 pun ada gak...ishhhhhh...tapi memang interested...sebab cheq jenis malas nak kuar umah pi jogging or Gym segala...sebabnya...isshhh....dah la tidoq pun tak cukup semedang...cari yang lebih practical...(sebenaqnya takut lagi itam...huhuhuhhu...kang rentung jenuh lak nak survey UV n whitening clorox....owhhh tidakkkkkkkkkkkkk....heh! Gediks!...)
[tadi panaskan mee sup...punya ralit tulih blog...nasib tak jadi mee grg...hahahahahahahah....esok balik umah pak su...buleh gak lepak kat tepi kolam ikan pak su...busan arrrrr....asyik dok umah jerrrrr....tolon!!! perlukan kehijauan...
new updates on my Aara Yara: http://aarayara.blogspot.com/2010/10/abah-nazla-dia-amanahku-ya-allah-hanya.html]
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
0118: Awat dok create "Rapport"....
Semua orang ada FB, aku pun ada beb...orang ada twitter...aku pun ada gak...pastu x reti guna!!!!...lalalalalalalalala....anak sapa arr tue???....ari nie tak mo citer bende2 yang lapuk tu...dah bosan...aku update sikit2 jer kat sana....xda mood...malas nak create hangin kat sana...kang tak larat bergoyang idup aku...almaklumla...kita bukan buleh tau hati orang...sebab kita pun tak tau sapa dok skodeng life kita....shhhhh...tertoleh kiri...tertoleh kanan...huh! lega! aku kat umah daaaaaa...alone...no one to skodeng me....eheksss....
Semalam tertengok la satu status nie...hahahahahahaha...sampai gitu tahap dengkinya...siap publish that been treated unfairly....bengang sebab benda tu untuk selected person?...hmmmm...pikir la sendiri tahap mentalitynya...the attitude justify it aite...yezzaaaaaa......patutla ada org tu tetiba marah aku...sebab status bangang tu...aku xtau apa-apa pun...tak memasal jadik mangsa "GRILL"...huh kejam!...tapi relaks arrr...aku siap gelak lagi...aku siap cakap...ekcelli he/she just wait for us to reacts so that he/she can confirmed his/her assumptions...(cam complicated lak ayat aku nie aiiihhhhh...)...semalam masa nak pi kejer tu malas semacam jer rasanya....tapi bila start kejer cam ok jer...walau rasa tired dan pening tu ada sikit2....tapi aku lalui hari dengan jayanya....habih kejer...settle the report for the team...sebab semalam my turn...productivity is a bit down...cam biasa...masalah biasa....alahai..kene la creative in creating reasons n cause!...hates this!..
Tapi sebenarnya aku terasa sumthing....the commitment n teamwork dah bit shaking...sebab benda yang kat FB tu la...till now that status still there...hmmm...i have no comment on it...sebabnya banyak lagik benda yang lebih penting dr all those no-sense thing...there are other ways that u can take..because kat FB, there are your superiors and fellow colleagues that are added in ur fren lists...dont u see the "thing" that u creates can cause other rapport which at the end hurts urself....maybe setengah orang berfikir dengan creating uneasiness can solve the issue...but it is actually cause other bad things rather than good things...problem maybe solved but with the longer period and of course...with others problem tagged along...hah!...complicated dah nie!..ishhhhh
Dok tunggu updates on that lucky draw...hahahahaahaha...semua pakat excited...excitement...especially on person that meet the requirement la...semua pakat pasan nak booking the prizes...iPhone 2 tau...ipod...vouchers....wah wahhhhh..best!!!...sgt tak sbr nak tgk the result...semua pakat kecoh....most are eye-ing on iPhone n ipod....materialistik masing-masing....heehehehehehehe...rugi x gi dinner ari tu...tahun lepas dapat gak shopping voucher....and i bought bag for myself....bebaru nie dapat Starbuck voucher...yeyyyyyyyy......maybe wait for my Hachi...we use that voucher...sebab voucher tu token of appreciation...(shhhh...jimat duit cheq...hahahahahaha...kedekut siut!)....xla...sebab voucher tu surprised!...x sangka...so i want to share it with my luv one...
[ Owh yaaa...bulan September tahun nie memang unforgettable...our birthday, then surprised from the co, cert, token etc etc...ishhh banyak betul surprise bulan September for me....Alhamdulillah...syukur pada DIA...my Hachi dah balik ke oilfied in St Joseph, Sabah....they have to work hard for that project after few days delayed due to bad weather...hope he can come back end October...kalau x... extend lagik sampai awal November la jawabnya...huhuhuhu...alahaiiiiii.... cepat la balik....nanti Naa banjer makan ABC...tapi jagung kurang...sebab ari tu cari gaduh dengan orang...hehehehehe..lariiiii.... ]
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
0117: Bila ada itu PHD...
Semalam aku baca la satu blog nie....the link is at my lists as well...dah lama jadik silent reader...but to be honest i luv the way she put thing on words...kelakar n honest...so kakak ni baru jer kene warded...then ader la sekor anon nie dgn penuh gahnya menjatuh hukum yang dugaan ini sebab kakak tu banyak buat salah..????...erk!!! ko tu tuhan ker???....
Aku pernah kena....benda yang sama...bukan dari anon...dari orang yang aku tau siapa...dalam blog nie...dah history...agaknya kalau anon yang giler tu baca blog aku konpem akan terhukumlah aku sekali lagi...walau apa pun...syukur aku bukan jenis orang yang jahil...aku bukan perempuan yang bertudung, bukan jugak orang yang baik sangat...tapi satu pangai aku...aku tak suka amik port pasal orang lain...aku pernah kena macam2 hanya kerana orang dengkikan aku...terlungkup banyak kali...tapi perlukah kita hukum dugaan itu datang sebab kita itu bersalah...dugaan itu datang pada orang yang disayangiNya...untuk orang-orang yang mampu menghadapiNya...
Kalau orang yang dah pernah baca aku nyer posting dari mula sampai sekarang...diorang pasti akan perasan sumthing...pada aku DIA lebih tahu kenapa ujian ini pada aku...aku belajar untuk redha...siapa pun kita jangan jadi dangkal mendoakan buruk2 pada orang lain sedangkan kita sendiri tu pun tak tau berapa kepok dosa sendiri...iman dan hati yang baik bukan pada luaran...kalau aku hatinya jahat takkanlah family aku, kengkawan aku dan even orang yang baru kenal aku boleh beri semangat, mendengar, bagi nasihat...sokongan untuk memilih yang terbaik...semua itu hikmah...aku lebih disayangi..mereka bersama aku bukan kerana simpati...malah ada seorang kakak rela bercerita kisah hidupnya hanya kerana baca posting aku...aku tahu sukar untuk dia luahkan...semoga Allah menjaga dia....Untuk Kak D (pi baca blog Green Apple)..Semoga dia dan baby selamat...semoga suami dan keluarga dia tabah...Dugaan bukan hukuman...dia hadir kerana Allah itu sayangkan hambaNya...mengingatkan agar mereka tidak alpa...bersyukur diduga...bukan semua diberi peluang...sekurang-kurangnya di ingatkan..dari hidup tanpa hikmah dariNya...Amin Ya Rabbalamin...
Semalam gak ada satu rumours yang nak buat aku tersenyum...someone claimed that he/she know sumthing about my new things that i get from my work....hahahahahaha...ko marah sebab ko bukan listed ker?...then do ur work dengan ikhlas...bukan asyik PHD merata! kalau PHD yang lagi satu tu dapat gak pakai nama Dr kat pangkal nama....ini PHD yang dok menambah gelapnya hati...eheks btw..it can't cause kudis kat hati aku...and it will not make me reacts like stupid...dan aku paham sebab aku deserves it...ko tu tak.....hahhahahahahaa...Alhamdulillah...rasa best pulak didengki...akan berusaha lebih kuat....Chaiyyyokkkk!!!!pix tu sebab baru nie tetiba aku dapat cert n token...ehekkksss cam tak caya arrrrr...lagi la tinggi tahap PHD depa....hahahahahaha...
[ Kapal my Hachi now berlabuh jauh dari oilfied diorang... due to angin n ombak kuat....he keeps telling me that kapal rasa bergoyang...owhhh...semoga semuanya selamat...Semoga Allah bukakan jalanNya untuk kita...dan aku mahu dia buat sesuatu untuk aku dan dirinya...dan ini pasti akan mendelaykan sesuatu...tapi tak per....andai itu takdirNya...pasti akan ada kan?...kenapa takut?...aku akan tunggu berita baik tu...aku nak dia amik cert yang dia nak tu dulu...then we go another stage!...step by step....he asked me who is him to me?...anak Tok Mad jawab..u are my lucky charm...sebabnya sejak aku ada dia...hati ini tenang sangat...aku dapat banyak surprise and gud things...biarpun bukan la segunung intan namun aku sangat bersyukur...Alhamdulillah...eheks..yanggg...nanti ader lucky draw kat opis...2 iPhone to be grabbed...hehehehehe...mana tau nasib baik...hahahahahaha...aku nie buleh kira baper kali dapat lucky draw..hahahahaha...tak pernah lucky pun sebelum nie...hahahahahaa...hati memang tingin nak dpt iPhone tu...eheksssssss ]
Aku pernah kena....benda yang sama...bukan dari anon...dari orang yang aku tau siapa...dalam blog nie...dah history...agaknya kalau anon yang giler tu baca blog aku konpem akan terhukumlah aku sekali lagi...walau apa pun...syukur aku bukan jenis orang yang jahil...aku bukan perempuan yang bertudung, bukan jugak orang yang baik sangat...tapi satu pangai aku...aku tak suka amik port pasal orang lain...aku pernah kena macam2 hanya kerana orang dengkikan aku...terlungkup banyak kali...tapi perlukah kita hukum dugaan itu datang sebab kita itu bersalah...dugaan itu datang pada orang yang disayangiNya...untuk orang-orang yang mampu menghadapiNya...
Kalau orang yang dah pernah baca aku nyer posting dari mula sampai sekarang...diorang pasti akan perasan sumthing...pada aku DIA lebih tahu kenapa ujian ini pada aku...aku belajar untuk redha...siapa pun kita jangan jadi dangkal mendoakan buruk2 pada orang lain sedangkan kita sendiri tu pun tak tau berapa kepok dosa sendiri...iman dan hati yang baik bukan pada luaran...kalau aku hatinya jahat takkanlah family aku, kengkawan aku dan even orang yang baru kenal aku boleh beri semangat, mendengar, bagi nasihat...sokongan untuk memilih yang terbaik...semua itu hikmah...aku lebih disayangi..mereka bersama aku bukan kerana simpati...malah ada seorang kakak rela bercerita kisah hidupnya hanya kerana baca posting aku...aku tahu sukar untuk dia luahkan...semoga Allah menjaga dia....Untuk Kak D (pi baca blog Green Apple)..Semoga dia dan baby selamat...semoga suami dan keluarga dia tabah...Dugaan bukan hukuman...dia hadir kerana Allah itu sayangkan hambaNya...mengingatkan agar mereka tidak alpa...bersyukur diduga...bukan semua diberi peluang...sekurang-kurangnya di ingatkan..dari hidup tanpa hikmah dariNya...Amin Ya Rabbalamin...
Semalam gak ada satu rumours yang nak buat aku tersenyum...someone claimed that he/she know sumthing about my new things that i get from my work....hahahahahaha...ko marah sebab ko bukan listed ker?...then do ur work dengan ikhlas...bukan asyik PHD merata! kalau PHD yang lagi satu tu dapat gak pakai nama Dr kat pangkal nama....ini PHD yang dok menambah gelapnya hati...eheks btw..it can't cause kudis kat hati aku...and it will not make me reacts like stupid...dan aku paham sebab aku deserves it...ko tu tak.....hahhahahahahaa...Alhamdulillah...rasa best pulak didengki...akan berusaha lebih kuat....Chaiyyyokkkk!!!!pix tu sebab baru nie tetiba aku dapat cert n token...ehekkksss cam tak caya arrrrr...lagi la tinggi tahap PHD depa....hahahahahaha...
[ Kapal my Hachi now berlabuh jauh dari oilfied diorang... due to angin n ombak kuat....he keeps telling me that kapal rasa bergoyang...owhhh...semoga semuanya selamat...Semoga Allah bukakan jalanNya untuk kita...dan aku mahu dia buat sesuatu untuk aku dan dirinya...dan ini pasti akan mendelaykan sesuatu...tapi tak per....andai itu takdirNya...pasti akan ada kan?...kenapa takut?...aku akan tunggu berita baik tu...aku nak dia amik cert yang dia nak tu dulu...then we go another stage!...step by step....he asked me who is him to me?...anak Tok Mad jawab..u are my lucky charm...sebabnya sejak aku ada dia...hati ini tenang sangat...aku dapat banyak surprise and gud things...biarpun bukan la segunung intan namun aku sangat bersyukur...Alhamdulillah...eheks..yanggg...nanti ader lucky draw kat opis...2 iPhone to be grabbed...hehehehehe...mana tau nasib baik...hahahahahaha...aku nie buleh kira baper kali dapat lucky draw..hahahahaha...tak pernah lucky pun sebelum nie...hahahahahaa...hati memang tingin nak dpt iPhone tu...eheksssssss ]
Monday, October 11, 2010
0116: Can't stop thinking...
Arghhhh...today x cukup tido...macam-macam bunyik ada tadi...bunyi orang dok buat renovation...sampai petang lak tu....then bebudak yang dok berlari2 and dok ngetuk tempat simpan paip bomba...owhhhhh...menguji jiwa yang tersangatla "penyabar" nie...
Yang mak bapak diorang nie kekadang tak tau la nak komen apa....we know kids are explorer...but some people they can just let their kids without monitoring it..What if sumthing bad happen???..baru nak nangis n nyesal???...another one jgn pulak asyik nak salahkan keadaan bila masalah sosial tu makin high...sebabnya mak bapak pun amik mudah...karang kalau kata pandai buat anak jer, mula la nak hangin...ko tak dak anak lagi apa tau???...so bila u as a parents n adults can just ignore ur responsibilities towards them tak pulak salah kan???..hmmmm...entah la malas nak komen...Ya Allah jangan lah Engkau alpakan aku sampai melupakan tanggungjawab ku....Amin Yarabbalamin...
Hmmm...tetiba jer aku cepat naik angin lately...owhhhh...and tetiba aku marah kat my Hachi....kesian pulak kat dia...dah la the weather not so good overthere...the weather at the oilfied is harsh dengarnya...Semoga Allah menjaga dia dan kengkawannya..Amin Yarabbalamin....I am really sorry...
Tingin nak belajar photography...so for that kene simpan duit untuk beli camera dulu...planning for camera yang tak berat n tak bulky...Go Naa...work hard for that!!!...dah lama dok tingin nak belajar nie...and kalau ada rezeki nak tukar this netbook to lappy...sebab byk sikit buleh letak and laju sikit...nak belajar on graphic sikit2...eheksss...byknya planning dia...maybe i shud let go my olympus digicam....honestly since i own it...not so easy to handle...and at last i capture more pic using my hp rather than that cam...the menu susah nak adjust...and at the end the pix really turn me off...but still looking the same brand...the review about this camera is really interest to own this pet!
Second thing...dok pikir nak buat part time...part time that can earn extra money...buleh gak cepatkan aku capai my impian...eheksssss....so sesapa ada idea...roger2 la noooo....nak belajar baking pun belum lagik...hahahahhaaha...
[ my Hachi...i am truly sorry sayanggg...sedih tau bila u cakap ombak kuat nie...risau tau dak???...take care of yourself ok...dah la i cant contact u...Semoga Allah sentiasa take care of u...soory yer korang..asyik dok citer pasal my Hachi...we are having some communication issues here...so by reading my blog at least he knows my condition right now... ]
Yang mak bapak diorang nie kekadang tak tau la nak komen apa....we know kids are explorer...but some people they can just let their kids without monitoring it..What if sumthing bad happen???..baru nak nangis n nyesal???...another one jgn pulak asyik nak salahkan keadaan bila masalah sosial tu makin high...sebabnya mak bapak pun amik mudah...karang kalau kata pandai buat anak jer, mula la nak hangin...ko tak dak anak lagi apa tau???...so bila u as a parents n adults can just ignore ur responsibilities towards them tak pulak salah kan???..hmmmm...entah la malas nak komen...Ya Allah jangan lah Engkau alpakan aku sampai melupakan tanggungjawab ku....Amin Yarabbalamin...
Hmmm...tetiba jer aku cepat naik angin lately...owhhhh...and tetiba aku marah kat my Hachi....kesian pulak kat dia...dah la the weather not so good overthere...the weather at the oilfied is harsh dengarnya...Semoga Allah menjaga dia dan kengkawannya..Amin Yarabbalamin....I am really sorry...
Tingin nak belajar photography...so for that kene simpan duit untuk beli camera dulu...planning for camera yang tak berat n tak bulky...Go Naa...work hard for that!!!...dah lama dok tingin nak belajar nie...and kalau ada rezeki nak tukar this netbook to lappy...sebab byk sikit buleh letak and laju sikit...nak belajar on graphic sikit2...eheksss...byknya planning dia...maybe i shud let go my olympus digicam....honestly since i own it...not so easy to handle...and at last i capture more pic using my hp rather than that cam...the menu susah nak adjust...and at the end the pix really turn me off...but still looking the same brand...the review about this camera is really interest to own this pet!
Second thing...dok pikir nak buat part time...part time that can earn extra money...buleh gak cepatkan aku capai my impian...eheksssss....so sesapa ada idea...roger2 la noooo....nak belajar baking pun belum lagik...hahahahhaaha...
[ my Hachi...i am truly sorry sayanggg...sedih tau bila u cakap ombak kuat nie...risau tau dak???...take care of yourself ok...dah la i cant contact u...Semoga Allah sentiasa take care of u...soory yer korang..asyik dok citer pasal my Hachi...we are having some communication issues here...so by reading my blog at least he knows my condition right now... ]
Friday, October 8, 2010
0115 : Updates on My "Aara Yara"
Disebabkan anak Tok Mad tengah serabut!!!...maka dia siapkan 2 posting untuk Aara Yara!...menulis untuk diri sendiri macam nie la kan...bukannya ada ramai yang baca pun...tapi tu la...i am doing what my heart like...bak kata sorang penulis nie kat fesbuk...ekcelli dia nia adik ipaq my kakak angkat...walau kita takleh touch hati semua orang..biar pun sorang yang hatinya tersentuh itu sudah cukup menggembirakan....
[ Orang yang akan dipaksa untuk tersentuh telah adaaaaa...hahahhahahahaha...tak tau la sapa mangsanyaaaa...ehekssss...abih la dia!!!! ]
[ Orang yang akan dipaksa untuk tersentuh telah adaaaaa...hahahhahahahaha...tak tau la sapa mangsanyaaaa...ehekssss...abih la dia!!!! ]
Thursday, October 7, 2010
0114: " HARAP SINAR "
Kosong benar malam ini...
Wahai rembulan sayang...di mana engkau?...
Wahai bintang hati...mari sayang...
Hati geruh tanpa kalian....
Mari sayang temankan jiwa yang lara ini...
Beri sedikit cahaya pada gelap ini...
Biar bisu namun rasa berteman....agar sunyi itu bisa tinggalkan aku...
Agar kelamnya rasa bisa ada sedikit cahaya untuk esok...
Bukan untuk aku miliki...cukup rasa diri ditemani...
Cukup untuk terus cuba bertabah...bertahan diri...
Menongkah hari esok yang entah apa datangnya duga...
Wahai Pemilik isi langit dan bumi...
Peluk aku dalam kasihMu...
Iring aku dengan petunjukMu...
Aku ingin jadi sesuatu disisiMu...
Kerana aku percaya Engkau sayangi aku lebih dari mereka ketahui....
-Naa @ Aara Yara . Putra Heights . 7th October 2010 6.51 am -
[ Memori itu sesuatu yang tak siapa dapat pisahkan....bila hati dipanggil untuk mengingatinya...terasa tabah itu bagai hilang dari diri...saat ini aku hanya ingin sedikit limpah kurniaNya...agar diri rasa bertabah dan sabar....Maafkan aku yang serba lemah ini...Maafkan aku... ]
Wahai rembulan sayang...di mana engkau?...
Wahai bintang hati...mari sayang...
Hati geruh tanpa kalian....
Mari sayang temankan jiwa yang lara ini...
Beri sedikit cahaya pada gelap ini...
Biar bisu namun rasa berteman....agar sunyi itu bisa tinggalkan aku...
Agar kelamnya rasa bisa ada sedikit cahaya untuk esok...
Bukan untuk aku miliki...cukup rasa diri ditemani...
Cukup untuk terus cuba bertabah...bertahan diri...
Menongkah hari esok yang entah apa datangnya duga...
Wahai Pemilik isi langit dan bumi...
Peluk aku dalam kasihMu...
Iring aku dengan petunjukMu...
Aku ingin jadi sesuatu disisiMu...
Kerana aku percaya Engkau sayangi aku lebih dari mereka ketahui....
-Naa @ Aara Yara . Putra Heights . 7th October 2010 6.51 am -
[ Memori itu sesuatu yang tak siapa dapat pisahkan....bila hati dipanggil untuk mengingatinya...terasa tabah itu bagai hilang dari diri...saat ini aku hanya ingin sedikit limpah kurniaNya...agar diri rasa bertabah dan sabar....Maafkan aku yang serba lemah ini...Maafkan aku... ]
0113: "M" for MEMBEBEL!!!
***CAUTION: Please ignore all those wrong spelling n grammar...pagi butanya entry...lagikpun cheq ni kerani cabuk jerk....***
M.>>> for membebel!!!!...Ini ayat Ah Tow!!!...aiyaaaaaaarrrkkk…
Siku biru dah balik opis….few days back actually…but with the face yang sangat memualkan…ehekss…
-Ko apasal???..ada good news kaaaaaaa???..
Muka cam orang mati bini.
-Tak arrr…dia tu susah laaa…aku memang la nak….tapi dia cam xperlukan aku jerrrrrrrrk….
-Laaaaaaaaa….ko tak cakap ker apa ko nak???...
-Dah…tapi entah la….aku call n sms pun tak reply…bukan sekali dowh….
-Owhhh…ok…xpa la beb…bukan sorang pompuan kan…..releks la….xyah la buat muka cam tu…buruk dowhhhhhhh
-Yer la…yer la….
Ok get back to the previous case…
owhhh goshhhh…u all know what??.. the answer given is really unbelievable….after aku highlighted to 3 mgrs on the nite then baru diorang make sure other dept reply it!!!!...sungguh efficient!!!!...then come to resolution…I keep reading the emails…and I am laughing..sinis!...my god the mgr level can answer like that…this is the answer from the dept punya mgr ok…and me myself have the same experience previously but only in different bank….and I don’t believe that solution can be that way…they rather take the actions yang boleh tarnish the image of the organization rather than take a bit effort by referring to higher level that can grant the thing to overshadow the process…and cm issue not like big issue which can really affect or ops lost or what….i am just “kerani buruk” here…but at least I am grateful that I know how to use my brain….aku selalu jugak fight….why cant we put extra effort for that no matter how big or small the amt customer have with us…sumtimes I realize that when people yang cam celaka…n got money u tend to layan them “extra” even their attitude and requests is sumthing that u cant tahan and furnish pun…..capitalism is everywhere….the dissatisfaction is every where aiteee…
Whatever…but to be honest I keep membebel this thing to my Hachi…kesian him…ishhhhh…what to do…I am really upset…can really feel the cm’s feeling…VERY FRUSTRATED…even she is not putting the blame on me…[ she mention that ok…bukan masuk bakul…] she even thank me since I realize the root of cause…which she is calling us for almost 2 mths plus asking a help…and no one realize and done the thorough check on the account…owh goshhhh…see that???... really thanks to my coll in the other department he also helping me to find out that memo coming from which dept…biasa la…in the industry that we are working the accessibility on the system is very crucial…u are dealings with money and P&C info that need super extra care…people said our job is simple…whatever…be in our shoes half an hour…than u know how hard it is….rules, regulations, policies, product knowledge, system, processes, etc etc have to be in ur fingertips…not only that ur common sense n patience…owhhhh sumtimes really tests ur tantrum….and sumtimes feeling like to blow like Karakatoa (entah betul ker tak ejanya…) …but again…we need to swallow it…hahahahhaahhaahaha…
For that cm…I totally understand if you make a drama at any of our branch in future…or if you put it in newspapers or forums…to be honest if me in her shoes I could be doing the same thing…simple reasons is “ I AM YOUR CUSTOMER, WHY I AM BEING TREATED THIS ****** WAY WHILE THE FAULT DONE BY YOUR SYSTEM N OFFICER?..”. I know that she will not winning it anyway…because how the hell that she wants to fight with such big organization aiteee…and some more for organization like us….hmmmmm…..seriesly I feel sad…I know the root of cause, and I know where to escalates for further actions n so forth…but I cant do nothing for u…since the other department refused to do so for whatever reason….or maybe they are not bother at all…
Ngomel too much on that already….hahahahahahahahaha….just my sharing guys…not to say that I am frustrated with what I am doing…but that is the real world…never fair…and it is TOUGH…
Tingat one cm also…keep menjerit ask for assistance….then keep marah me for no reasons….nak jer aku jer aku balas balik…ko la yang jadik issue…sebabnya bila dia dgr my instruction n follow it accordingly…buleh pulak go through the system…hhahahahahahah…itu USER-PROBLEM bukan SYSTEM-PROBLEM….if dunno asks…don’t just babbling…or trying tom act smart…sbb u prolong the issue urself...tak ker stupid namanya….but then bila dah boleh buat mula la malu sendiri…why now can…just now can not…hahahahahahahahaha…so hope u mimpi ur pangai buruk tu malam nie…eheksssssssssss….
[ 2, 3 hari nie really stress n exhausted…how I wishhhhh…that I can have long leave…be in island or what…enjoying my fav food…with the peace ambience…isn’t it HEAVEN?...owhhhhhhh…mimpi la ko Naa oiii…kene kejer la…sebab belum kaya lagik…kang dah kaya pi la mana pun at least tak yah pikir psl duit…hahhahahahahaha….Owh tadi Nampak my dream car again…mini cooper…so cute!!!...buleh lak aku salah masuk simpang sebab dok berangan…hahahhahaha…teruk sungguh anak Tok Mad nie aihhhh…]
M.>>> for membebel!!!!...Ini ayat Ah Tow!!!...aiyaaaaaaarrrkkk…
Siku biru dah balik opis….few days back actually…but with the face yang sangat memualkan…ehekss…
-Ko apasal???..ada good news kaaaaaaa???..
Muka cam orang mati bini.
-Tak arrr…dia tu susah laaa…aku memang la nak….tapi dia cam xperlukan aku jerrrrrrrrk….
-Laaaaaaaaa….ko tak cakap ker apa ko nak???...
-Dah…tapi entah la….aku call n sms pun tak reply…bukan sekali dowh….
-Owhhh…ok…xpa la beb…bukan sorang pompuan kan…..releks la….xyah la buat muka cam tu…buruk dowhhhhhhh
-Yer la…yer la….
Ok get back to the previous case…
owhhh goshhhh…u all know what??.. the answer given is really unbelievable….after aku highlighted to 3 mgrs on the nite then baru diorang make sure other dept reply it!!!!...sungguh efficient!!!!...then come to resolution…I keep reading the emails…and I am laughing..sinis!...my god the mgr level can answer like that…this is the answer from the dept punya mgr ok…and me myself have the same experience previously but only in different bank….and I don’t believe that solution can be that way…they rather take the actions yang boleh tarnish the image of the organization rather than take a bit effort by referring to higher level that can grant the thing to overshadow the process…and cm issue not like big issue which can really affect or ops lost or what….i am just “kerani buruk” here…but at least I am grateful that I know how to use my brain….aku selalu jugak fight….why cant we put extra effort for that no matter how big or small the amt customer have with us…sumtimes I realize that when people yang cam celaka…n got money u tend to layan them “extra” even their attitude and requests is sumthing that u cant tahan and furnish pun…..capitalism is everywhere….the dissatisfaction is every where aiteee…
Whatever…but to be honest I keep membebel this thing to my Hachi…kesian him…ishhhhh…what to do…I am really upset…can really feel the cm’s feeling…VERY FRUSTRATED…even she is not putting the blame on me…[ she mention that ok…bukan masuk bakul…] she even thank me since I realize the root of cause…which she is calling us for almost 2 mths plus asking a help…and no one realize and done the thorough check on the account…owh goshhhh…see that???... really thanks to my coll in the other department he also helping me to find out that memo coming from which dept…biasa la…in the industry that we are working the accessibility on the system is very crucial…u are dealings with money and P&C info that need super extra care…people said our job is simple…whatever…be in our shoes half an hour…than u know how hard it is….rules, regulations, policies, product knowledge, system, processes, etc etc have to be in ur fingertips…not only that ur common sense n patience…owhhhh sumtimes really tests ur tantrum….and sumtimes feeling like to blow like Karakatoa (entah betul ker tak ejanya…) …but again…we need to swallow it…hahahahhaahhaahaha…
For that cm…I totally understand if you make a drama at any of our branch in future…or if you put it in newspapers or forums…to be honest if me in her shoes I could be doing the same thing…simple reasons is “ I AM YOUR CUSTOMER, WHY I AM BEING TREATED THIS ****** WAY WHILE THE FAULT DONE BY YOUR SYSTEM N OFFICER?..”. I know that she will not winning it anyway…because how the hell that she wants to fight with such big organization aiteee…and some more for organization like us….hmmmmm…..seriesly I feel sad…I know the root of cause, and I know where to escalates for further actions n so forth…but I cant do nothing for u…since the other department refused to do so for whatever reason….or maybe they are not bother at all…
Ngomel too much on that already….hahahahahahahahaha….just my sharing guys…not to say that I am frustrated with what I am doing…but that is the real world…never fair…and it is TOUGH…
Tingat one cm also…keep menjerit ask for assistance….then keep marah me for no reasons….nak jer aku jer aku balas balik…ko la yang jadik issue…sebabnya bila dia dgr my instruction n follow it accordingly…buleh pulak go through the system…hhahahahahahah…itu USER-PROBLEM bukan SYSTEM-PROBLEM….if dunno asks…don’t just babbling…or trying tom act smart…sbb u prolong the issue urself...tak ker stupid namanya….but then bila dah boleh buat mula la malu sendiri…why now can…just now can not…hahahahahahahahaha…so hope u mimpi ur pangai buruk tu malam nie…eheksssssssssss….
[ 2, 3 hari nie really stress n exhausted…how I wishhhhh…that I can have long leave…be in island or what…enjoying my fav food…with the peace ambience…isn’t it HEAVEN?...owhhhhhhh…mimpi la ko Naa oiii…kene kejer la…sebab belum kaya lagik…kang dah kaya pi la mana pun at least tak yah pikir psl duit…hahhahahahahaha….Owh tadi Nampak my dream car again…mini cooper…so cute!!!...buleh lak aku salah masuk simpang sebab dok berangan…hahahhahaha…teruk sungguh anak Tok Mad nie aihhhh…]
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
0112 : Uwaaaaaa...still in Opisssssss
Huhuhuhu...damn tiring...the first day of the hectic week begin with all the vomit blood cases...
On my first day of the week....now 4.40 am...i am still stuck in front of my PC...finishing my complaints and follow up cases...most of the cases came from the non-follow up...owwwwwwwhhhhhhhh...feeling like want to vomit blood segala...and today i lost my temper after so longggggggg...and worst it in front of big bosses...erkkkk!!!!...Damn it...my boss keep reminding n calming me...guess what not so soon after that i handle another complaint case and u know what???... i handle it successfully...n cm is thanking me for korek the root of cause...hahahahahahaahaha...sure sumthing wrong with me aite....case has been escalated for further clarification and also action to be taken urgently!..Urgently!!...hope they work fast on it...if not of course it will take longer to just gain back the trust aiteeee...?????..
Whatever it is...i am ready to go home...sorry guys no pixs...since it is updated from my opis...hmmm...lost temper...and why on earth it happen in front of my big boss...and of course it will take extra longer for me to cover it aiteeeeeeee....alalalalalalalalaalalalalla...at least last complaint call show who am i...owh ya...get angry sebab that VAVI...so bangang...have told him so many times but then he make it pekak and like talking to wall....tapi wall tak nyondol kan???...u are the one that frustrated working on nite time (whatever reasons behind la....) then nak salahkan aku lak...bangang ker hapa???...hmmm...no-SENSE!
[ My Hachi must be very busy...last wrap up n checking before they sail to the other oil-field in Saint Joseph...take care my sayanggg...i am totally exhausted today...owh ya....my parents are coming to KL...yeyy...then have to berintenet from Batu Caves for few days la nampaknya....yeeeeeeeyyyyy...ooppps...siku biru x balik lagik...x sabar nak dgr the updates...]
On my first day of the week....now 4.40 am...i am still stuck in front of my PC...finishing my complaints and follow up cases...most of the cases came from the non-follow up...owwwwwwwhhhhhhhh...feeling like want to vomit blood segala...and today i lost my temper after so longggggggg...and worst it in front of big bosses...erkkkk!!!!...Damn it...my boss keep reminding n calming me...guess what not so soon after that i handle another complaint case and u know what???... i handle it successfully...n cm is thanking me for korek the root of cause...hahahahahahaahaha...sure sumthing wrong with me aite....case has been escalated for further clarification and also action to be taken urgently!..Urgently!!...hope they work fast on it...if not of course it will take longer to just gain back the trust aiteeee...?????..
Whatever it is...i am ready to go home...sorry guys no pixs...since it is updated from my opis...hmmm...lost temper...and why on earth it happen in front of my big boss...and of course it will take extra longer for me to cover it aiteeeeeeee....alalalalalalalalaalalalalla...at least last complaint call show who am i...owh ya...get angry sebab that VAVI...so bangang...have told him so many times but then he make it pekak and like talking to wall....tapi wall tak nyondol kan???...u are the one that frustrated working on nite time (whatever reasons behind la....) then nak salahkan aku lak...bangang ker hapa???...hmmm...no-SENSE!
[ My Hachi must be very busy...last wrap up n checking before they sail to the other oil-field in Saint Joseph...take care my sayanggg...i am totally exhausted today...owh ya....my parents are coming to KL...yeyy...then have to berintenet from Batu Caves for few days la nampaknya....yeeeeeeeyyyyy...ooppps...siku biru x balik lagik...x sabar nak dgr the updates...]
Monday, October 4, 2010
0111: "Operasi tertutup kat umah Cik Amy!"
Semalam we all have birthday celebration...for Wan n Eeqa...n...we all enjoying ourselves on the nasik tomato, blueberry cheese tart, makaroni bakar..(Cik Naa buat nie...eheksss...Cik Amy yang ajar...best!)...n also tak tau kek tu nama apa...ader pisang n nenas inside...then got cheese as a topping....very nice...owh..yaaaa... we all got laksa sarawak sponsored by Ryan n Sarah....tq my dear!
Lepas makan...borak-borak.....then comes to the best part...we got photo session....hahahahahahhahaha...giler arrr...Donny coming with the SLR dia...n few props...then semua excited...hahahahahaha...mula semua pakat pasan cam model....ampeh sekor-sekor...Yang Ajak (our fren arrr) pun sibuk gak..asyik girlsss ja amik gambaq....aku nak jugakkkkkkkkkkkkk.....hahhahahahahahhaha...last nite end with smiles...we do enjoy the time we have together...n we planning for picnic this end mth kat langat...yeeeeeeyyyyys....another photo shoot...hahahahahha...yang ni no longer have slr...Donny x leh join...dia nak pi photo shoot with real model...and best ever makan la...dan tukang masak vogue kitorang...siapa lagik kalau bukan cik Amy...
TQ cik Amy for always vouge n good hosts...kek dia sedap...tart sedap....semua sedap arrrr....
[ semalam dunno why...my line tak masuk call...tension betul!!!!...missing my Hachi...lambatnyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ]
Saturday, October 2, 2010
0110: Updates in my Aara Yara by Giselle...
Olaaaaaaaa...there is updates on my Aara Yara blog as promised...sorry for long delayed...very busy with life...n tak berapa sihat sangat lately...apologize for that...i will still write it...because this is what i like...
Hari ini kiter ditemani oleh our new anak angkat...Giselle...
[My sayang Hachi...terima kasih sayanggg...for pushing me...be there...giving me semangat to go on with it...]
Hari ini kiter ditemani oleh our new anak angkat...Giselle...
[My sayang Hachi...terima kasih sayanggg...for pushing me...be there...giving me semangat to go on with it...]
Friday, October 1, 2010
0109: Ice Lemon Tea with EXTRA creamer n Sugar?...erkkk...
Ingat budak siku biru tak??...eheksss...cuba ingat dulu...kang kiter citerrrr...
Berakhir sudah September....Alhamdulillah...syukur walau diuji pelbagai benda bulan nie...berakhir jugak dengan tabahnya...Eh?..tabah ker?...hahahahaha..tapi ramai yang feedback yang cik Naa sekarang ni makin sabar...Macam tak percayakan???....ahakssssss....that true....sangat true....dah makin close with all the frens here...cheq nie jenis yang amik masa untuk warm up n get close with others...
Minggu terakhir September, sangat hectic...everything about works!...Work like hell!!! with the no-sense and un-describe-able things all the way...owh gossshhh sumtimes tu hilang sabar gak...sumtimes tu rasa nak jer piat2 tinger bengong2 yang kejernya nyondol jerk...Ishhh...geram sungguh!..My Hachi dah start the ceramah n kuliah...ahakkkss...got ur message...message is noted for further concern! ehekss...Encek Hachi...sila ketepi sikit...dok dediam...it is my blog so i shud conquer the story yerrrrrrrr...[mulut jangan muncung!...kang kene jual!]...
Bulan September asyik melenakan diri jer...pantang lepa dia siap lena baik punya....sabor jer la labu!...pastu yang paling tak sangka semalam ader la satu mamat nie...eheks...dengan muka hamsapnyer...
-Naa...aku nak tanya pendapat hang la...
uikssssss...
-Ko ok ker tak nie???..sumthing happen kat ko ker?...awat buat muka cam tu kat aku..ish tak lalu aku aihhhh...
Cik Naa bantai gelak...apa mimpi buat lawak seram kul 2 pagi lebih nie...[ jgn kona! jgn kona!..cheq kat opis...baru habih kejer..ramai orang deeeeerrr...baru habis mereka cipta satu complaint case...]
Mamat siku biru dok buat muka kesian.
-Hampeh la ko nie...tolong la aku Naa..
Ishhh...mental...ape ke hal pulak...isshhh...heran tahap gaban dah nie...
-Apa pendapat ko....balalaalaaalaallalalabalalaalalallaalla....
Owhhhh...citer nak ngorat awek rupanyaaaaaa....hahahahhahahah...bantai gelak dulu!..biaq betuiii kata romeo...dulu awek sampai tak hingat!...biaq betuiii buleh tanya kat aku yang brutel nie????...hahahahahahhaah...memang seram!!!!...
Aku pun sambe bukak buku dan google dok menasihat dia...sambe dia dok potong2 cakap aku yang walaupun brutel nie tetapla pompuan...ngeh ngeh!...
-Naa ko balik jangan lupa tengok kat umah...then ko sms aku...bgtau pendapat ko...tau????...
Uikssssssssssssss....alahaaaaaaaaaaiiiii...aku baru sampai dia dah call aku...tengok tak??...
-Oiiii...aku baru mandi...aku nak lyn cik abang aku la oiii...dah la aku tak leh call dia...kene tunggu dia call aku...sibuk la hang nie...
-Alaaaaaa...tolon la aku....
Dia buat sora kesian pulak...
-Yer la, yer la...aku tgk nie....sambe tangan kat tepon....dok ngutuk sambe dok bg nasihat kat tukang tepon tu...
Dalam aku dok ngata dia ...mau pulak dia dok dengaq nasihat aku yang brutel nie...hahahahhaaha...tak lama pun lyn dia...then i am engaged with my Hachi...[jangan senyum....i know u remember sumthing..].
Budak siku biru dah janji nak update the progress...kene tunggu ari Sabtu arrr...Jumaat is my OFF day!!!!....
***Now baru aku ingat....
-Naa ko tau tak...?..tadi aku tekan ayaq lemon tea with extra creamer n sugar...
Hah??..terbeliak mata aku...
-Dah habih dah, rasa dia...
Hahahahahhahaha...aku dah tak leh benti gelak...series bangang bunyiknya...now aku paham naper mamat siku biru nie jadik sasau..ingatkan sbb handle cm byk sgt...ruper-rupernyaaaaaaaaaaa....La Is La Bonita!!!!...korang bygkanla sendiri rasa air tue...tapi dia tak sakit perut...padahal aku tau betapa cerewet dan manjanya perut mamat siku biru tu yang bila salah mkn jer buleh demam2..hahahhaahhahaha...sedap agaknya air tue...
[ HE is coming backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk soooooooooooon...xderla soon sgt pun...end oct...hahahhahahaha...banyak la ko nyer sooonn...]
Berakhir sudah September....Alhamdulillah...syukur walau diuji pelbagai benda bulan nie...berakhir jugak dengan tabahnya...Eh?..tabah ker?...hahahahaha..tapi ramai yang feedback yang cik Naa sekarang ni makin sabar...Macam tak percayakan???....ahakssssss....that true....sangat true....dah makin close with all the frens here...cheq nie jenis yang amik masa untuk warm up n get close with others...
Minggu terakhir September, sangat hectic...everything about works!...Work like hell!!! with the no-sense and un-describe-able things all the way...owh gossshhh sumtimes tu hilang sabar gak...sumtimes tu rasa nak jer piat2 tinger bengong2 yang kejernya nyondol jerk...Ishhh...geram sungguh!..My Hachi dah start the ceramah n kuliah...ahakkkss...got ur message...message is noted for further concern! ehekss...Encek Hachi...sila ketepi sikit...dok dediam...it is my blog so i shud conquer the story yerrrrrrrr...[mulut jangan muncung!...kang kene jual!]...
Bulan September asyik melenakan diri jer...pantang lepa dia siap lena baik punya....sabor jer la labu!...pastu yang paling tak sangka semalam ader la satu mamat nie...eheks...dengan muka hamsapnyer...
-Naa...aku nak tanya pendapat hang la...
uikssssss...
-Ko ok ker tak nie???..sumthing happen kat ko ker?...awat buat muka cam tu kat aku..ish tak lalu aku aihhhh...
Cik Naa bantai gelak...apa mimpi buat lawak seram kul 2 pagi lebih nie...[ jgn kona! jgn kona!..cheq kat opis...baru habih kejer..ramai orang deeeeerrr...baru habis mereka cipta satu complaint case...]
Mamat siku biru dok buat muka kesian.
-Hampeh la ko nie...tolong la aku Naa..
Ishhh...mental...ape ke hal pulak...isshhh...heran tahap gaban dah nie...
-Apa pendapat ko....balalaalaaalaallalalabalalaalalallaalla....
Owhhhh...citer nak ngorat awek rupanyaaaaaa....hahahahhahahah...bantai gelak dulu!..biaq betuiii kata romeo...dulu awek sampai tak hingat!...biaq betuiii buleh tanya kat aku yang brutel nie????...hahahahahahhaah...memang seram!!!!...
Aku pun sambe bukak buku dan google dok menasihat dia...sambe dia dok potong2 cakap aku yang walaupun brutel nie tetapla pompuan...ngeh ngeh!...
-Naa ko balik jangan lupa tengok kat umah...then ko sms aku...bgtau pendapat ko...tau????...
Uikssssssssssssss....alahaaaaaaaaaaiiiii...aku baru sampai dia dah call aku...tengok tak??...
-Oiiii...aku baru mandi...aku nak lyn cik abang aku la oiii...dah la aku tak leh call dia...kene tunggu dia call aku...sibuk la hang nie...
-Alaaaaaa...tolon la aku....
Dia buat sora kesian pulak...
-Yer la, yer la...aku tgk nie....sambe tangan kat tepon....dok ngutuk sambe dok bg nasihat kat tukang tepon tu...
Dalam aku dok ngata dia ...mau pulak dia dok dengaq nasihat aku yang brutel nie...hahahahhaaha...tak lama pun lyn dia...then i am engaged with my Hachi...[jangan senyum....i know u remember sumthing..].
Budak siku biru dah janji nak update the progress...kene tunggu ari Sabtu arrr...Jumaat is my OFF day!!!!....
***Now baru aku ingat....
-Naa ko tau tak...?..tadi aku tekan ayaq lemon tea with extra creamer n sugar...
Hah??..terbeliak mata aku...
-Dah habih dah, rasa dia...
Hahahahahhahaha...aku dah tak leh benti gelak...series bangang bunyiknya...now aku paham naper mamat siku biru nie jadik sasau..ingatkan sbb handle cm byk sgt...ruper-rupernyaaaaaaaaaaa....La Is La Bonita!!!!...korang bygkanla sendiri rasa air tue...tapi dia tak sakit perut...padahal aku tau betapa cerewet dan manjanya perut mamat siku biru tu yang bila salah mkn jer buleh demam2..hahahhaahhahaha...sedap agaknya air tue...
[ HE is coming backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk soooooooooooon...xderla soon sgt pun...end oct...hahahhahahaha...banyak la ko nyer sooonn...]
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