Have a safe journey....Jaga dia untukku Ya Allah.....
Sedih hari ni…dah antar my Hachi to airport today…He now in Miri…maybe ari ni akan travel to oil field…arghhhh…ingatkan lama lagi dia kat darat….tetiba ja kena on-call…dunno how long…patutnya we all go to Terengganu....to see someone…..hmmmm…nak buat cam ner kan???...Have to cancel at the last minutes…..so tomorrow nite I am going back to Kedah….for one week…rindu kat my Boolat dah…siap la…nanti kene geget!!!!
Pagi tadi no mood…sedih, once got to know that he will be off to sea again…semalam baru tau and he need to fly the next day…lucky he singgah to meet me masa otw back to his home town….then hari ni he coming back and meet me again…dah tu kene kelam kabut help me…my car pulak…gasket bocor …so ari ni kelam kabut la antar bengkel….and we all pulak kena rushing gi amik barang for our first customer…then deliver it pulak….lucky that mekanik pinjamkan keter dia…..and sbb kete boleh siap late evening , aku terpaksa la masuk kejer lambat….so dapatla antar my Hachi dulu…jalan lak jam…ujan lebat…sampai jer kat kaunter MAS…that lady said need to boarding terus…sbb dah lambat….hmmmm x sempat nak dinner together…he is tired..same goes to me…pepagi buta kete mati kat traffic light…sesorang kul 4.30 pg…hmmmm…cuak???..mesti la…hmmm at last sampai gak umah dekat subuh…ujan lebat lak tu…alahaiiii…dah nak jadi….hmmm…Alhamdulillah everything seems fine n well dah…
There are lots of things happen….between me n my Hachi…just because of the no-sense thing…..bagi manusia yang hatinya hitam tu…do it whatever u wants…every pain that I and my Hachi have to go through, there will always a payback from HIM. Setiap kali itu hati ini tak berhenti berdoa moga apa yang telah engkau buat pada kami akan dikembalikan….aku telah maafkan waktu pertama kali…juga untuk kedua kali…namun kini tiada lagi maaf…biarlah Allah membalasnya….aku telah cukup bersabar….hati telah terlalu terluka….tiada lagi maaf…biarlah begitu…..engkau yang memulakan segalanya…dan tidak kerana dugaan itu aku harus jadi sesat mencari diri..tidak!...tidak kerana itu aku harus pertaruhkan keimanan aku…..aku bukan manusia dangkal yang lupa dimana Tuhannya….
Teringat kata Kak Mimi tadi….sayang ke kalau ….????....hmmmm …My Hachi…I am truly appreciate what you have done…sayu betul hati teringatkan ur voice alunkan surah when I am in pain….till now I am crying in my heart…how I wish…that it will never hurts u…..
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